Monday, May 5, 2014

Pre-New Phase

Done with finals, now I'm dedicating my time to my first half of  thesis and looking for a good internship to do. Man ! internships are actually had to find for psychology majors..well okay this is a know fact but you know i just needed to whine about it.
Psychology majors usually end up in the HR, Research, Marketing or in some sort of education and training area based on a data entry survey I did in college so I wasn't really expecting very good options for me since my working experience is limited. Since I do have experience in the education and training area so I have decided to pick internships that's based on that and maybe checkout a few HR internships since i do have experience in that area as well. I'm gonna need to brush up my resume first and then get a lil reading on some of those area of interest.

What I found a little frustrating is that transporting my butt to the workplace is gonna be an issue which means have to limit my workplace option to places that's accessible my public transport or somewhere around the area I live at cause then i could drive. I'm still do not have the confidence in driving anywhere out of my area's radius without someone with driving experience accompanying me. I mean I have driven out if seri kembangan to like Kajang, Tj Malim or even Klang but my dad was beside me and so i wasn't worried but driving but on my own ?? noopee i don't think so. In addition to that i don't think my brothers gonna let me drive on my own out Seri Kembangan not cause of his concern for me but for his car so this is kind of a big issue.

I lost my chances on going for a part time job actually, just for a month or so at an education based company but its located at Subang which is super far from where im staying. I could take public transport but I don't think i could reach there on time even if i take the first train from the nearest station at my area. Quite disappointing since I could have probably gained so much from there but I had no choice but to let it go very very very sadly.

I guess I need to somehow get myself to drive out on my own... or maybe i'll just wait till i can get my own car... yeah i like that idea better ;) The fact im driving someone else's car and probably wrecking it is enough to bring down my confidence but if it was my car the chance of me getting so worked up would be lesser...God i sound so stupid..bye