HALLELUJAH !

Finally god * thank u so much* has answered my prayers ! my application had been approved nw i need to wait for them to process it and I'm secured for the next 3 yrs ! yippee

suicide ??

Was it necessary to kill youself for some who you just coupled up fr 4 months ? NO ! it isnt !
We know you love her so much but common you have 6o year old parents who needs you more than anyting ! she's not into anymore than move on, even if its hard, but you should think of the consequences of you killing youself...

may u rest in peace anyways....

Effin Pissing OFFFFFFFFF !!!!

Omg I'm so unlucky, im so nt exaggerating...after doing all the shit they told me and yet they scrwed it all up ! im so frustrated ! and to add it all up people who did not go out like i did actually got their loan approved ! I mean like what the hell ? they made me run around like a dog and just screw up the whole application and apply for the new one ???

I didn't realise that people hire these kinds of fools to handle and run these things, they are stupid lazy fat asses..i swear who ever who screwed up my app is and will defiantly get something nice in return ! i shall pray for that since they just screwed up my future in a way! thank u stupid Buffalo's !

Crazy !

Here i am after sooo long :D well have been busy with assignments and social service trips, had a blast for my 1st year 1st semester :)well now its coming 2 an end, damn fast ay ? i started in September and I'll be done by da 15Th of December.

Been stressed out the whole time actually cause of my pending loan application, maths subject and the amount of tiredness that took over...damn

Anyways, finals are starting on the 8Th *wish me luck* gonna go cold turkey with facebook and tumblr :(

Till then...sayonara <3

Slipping away...

I miss u n u dnt care :( .... u hav ur stuff 2 do so y bother abt me right...

U were thr wen i needed u..nw ur not

U always showed me how much u loved me..nw u dont

U always told me how precious I'm am to u...nw u dont

U always called me 1st every time u wake up and before u sleep..nw its a burden fr u

U use to say tht without talking to me a day is crazy bt now u can go days without talking to me

U always said sorry when v fight now everything is my fault

U used to luv me talking baby talk to u..now its just a normal thing for u

Ur changing..slipping away...will thr be a future for us anymore ? im not sure for the first time...I love u but i dont know if we can still go on with this

Happy Birthday to meeeee

Its my birthday 2day ! he he and after 2 years of celebrating on my own nw i get to celebrate it with my family !

Buttt, yup there's but.....there is a flood going on now here at Kedah and so happen my place is also affected, the water level has been on the rise, my family and i have been running around collecting water and saving important stuff...so its nt gonna be a good birthday or a good Diwali this year...i hoping the water level goes down i need to head back to KL ! I HAVE COLLEGE ! and quizzes and assignments to hand in ...I'm screwed that's for sure....

PLUS

NOT A GOOD THING TO LOOK FORWARD TO !! ARGGGG

hOME sWEET hOME

Im homeeee ! YAY after months away from home im finnaly back at Kedah to celebrate DIWALI ! but let's cut to the chase the only reason im happy to be bac is cause i get to see my parents ! missed them loads and i finaly get to see them for a few days before i go back to hell :(

anyways Diwali is like in 2 days time so HAPPY DIWALI PEOPLE !!!