Emotional Constipation, the 2nd

Life has been so complicated ever since December stated, December has definitely not been kind to me :( So many things has happen that if i start typing it out here it would be equivalent to 5 posts. I do not know how things got so bad. Anyways, finals were crappy. I might be seeing two papers next semester back again, which I'm definitely not looking forward to. I keep thinking about all these things that i cant have fun being free now. I'm with my family, something that i always look forward to but the problem I'm having has managed to overpower the fun feeling i always have :(

Baking has helped me forget my problems awhile, but i think i over did it, and i now have 2 layer cakes and 3 butter cakes, and choco chip cookies and brownies. Mom made me stop and now i have nothing to take my mind of those annoying issues.

People around isn't much help either. Everyone is being annoying right now. I so feel like stomping on people's faces every time they annoy me or saying something stupid to me, but i cant so i just yell....yup i yelled at everyone in my house and some of my friends and cousins. I'm sorry for yelling but clearly they knew i wasn't in the mood and they still annoyed me and they got what they deserved.

Movie marathon right after this, hopefully this will help.