Nothing lasts forever...

When people always said nothing lasts forever i always thought they were exaggerating, but now i know what they meant.

In the past few weeks been seeing all my close friends and friends breaking up from their "so called" fairy tail relationships, where there was so much hopes and love involved and all of a sudden it's gone. No more hopes no more love and no more trust.

And i guess it has taken its toll on me to, looking at all this made me realise i was wrong about so many things, and how much i had put myself to trust this one person whom I'm not sure now whether i love him or not. I din realise any of this before, whether my man is cheating on me, or does he really love me...all this never mattered to me, i always thought that if a person said they loved you then they truly did, and boy was i stupid. Some how now i have made a mistake because i was stupid enough to follow my heart and not think about what might happen if i jumped into a relationship to fast.

I don't know should i regret getting myself into a relationship or should i feel happy that i have someone with me...but all i know is..I'm not happy right now.

Everyone is changing not for the good but for the bad. I expected so many of my people are gonna be the people i knew, but it has all changed, everyone is changing to some kind of heartless creatures where no one cares about anyone else anymore...

Is it me being paranoid with the sudden changes happening or does other people feel it to..i wonder.