Nothing lasts forever...

When people always said nothing lasts forever i always thought they were exaggerating, but now i know what they meant.

In the past few weeks been seeing all my close friends and friends breaking up from their "so called" fairy tail relationships, where there was so much hopes and love involved and all of a sudden it's gone. No more hopes no more love and no more trust.

And i guess it has taken its toll on me to, looking at all this made me realise i was wrong about so many things, and how much i had put myself to trust this one person whom I'm not sure now whether i love him or not. I din realise any of this before, whether my man is cheating on me, or does he really love me...all this never mattered to me, i always thought that if a person said they loved you then they truly did, and boy was i stupid. Some how now i have made a mistake because i was stupid enough to follow my heart and not think about what might happen if i jumped into a relationship to fast.

I don't know should i regret getting myself into a relationship or should i feel happy that i have someone with me...but all i know is..I'm not happy right now.

Everyone is changing not for the good but for the bad. I expected so many of my people are gonna be the people i knew, but it has all changed, everyone is changing to some kind of heartless creatures where no one cares about anyone else anymore...

Is it me being paranoid with the sudden changes happening or does other people feel it to..i wonder.

Happy Valentines Day

I promise to love and cherish you

I promise to be there where you need me

I promise to let you know when i need you

I promise to keep you in my heart

I promise to always consider you and remember you as my
partner, my love and the one i adore

I promise to include you in my thoughts

I promise to that my mind soul and heart will be yours forever until you let me go..

This is our first Valentines together as a couple :)
Thank you for all you love you have given me AND all those times you spent for me and only me AND being patient with all my nonsense...Happy Valentines Day...

The forever love of mine :(

This made me miss my puppy. V called her PUPPY, she was the cutest dog ever for me, My family loved this sweetheart with all our hearts, she was precious to us, although she was small she protected her house and our family, it was so cute to see her everyday wagging her tail waiting fr anyone who comes into the house and jumps on you like she has nvr seen us in years. her cute ways of dancing when she get her food makes everyone entertained n the way she kills flies* yup u heard me right* she jumps n actually catches it bites it n leaves it dead n den for insects she bites em' spits it out den roll over it and leaves it der, funny little girl she was ! She loves going for drives in the car, she knows her way around my house area, she takes night walks with my dad without being forced and many2 more things that i could remember.

And on the 18Th of April 2006 arnd 11pm, our small baby passed away due to her old age, she was 11 years of age (77 in dog years) when she died. She licked my mom's leg went outside my house and passed on there. According to my grandma if a dog dies outside your house, that means she was a good dog and loved us all. Ever one's was sad and cried fr days, even if i was in school i cried, she was that important to me. She was our family till the end of her life and she was pampered throughout her life and im happy she got us as her family and lived her life to the fullest. I cherish every single moments i had with hr and she would be in my heart forever. RIP MY ADORABLE PUPPY <3

I promise. . .

Don’t feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit. You still had happy memories and you’re always going to miss them. Just get through each day and eventually it will get better, I promise. Eventually someone will come into your life and whether or not you realize it, they are going to be something special to you. Someone better will come along

Tears

I hate the feeling you get after you’re finally done crying for a long time. Your eyes sting. Your breath is all shaky. You can’t stop thinking about everything, and you just feel flat out weak. Your face is all blotchy and you feel just ugly. You’re emotionally and mentally fatigued, but you just have to move one so that no one knows. And the worst part is knowing that it’ll all happen again. And again. And again.

I can see you changing

At first you would text me: “Goodnight :]”

It then turned into: “Goodnight! :D”

Soon, it became: “Goodnight (insert name) <3”

And sure enough, it turned into your voice saying: “Goodnight babe! I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

Then, soon, it turned into your voice saying: “Gnight.”

And then it went back to texts, saying: “Goodnight”

And finally, it made its way to: “Night.”

And now, you don’t even say anything to me anymore.

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversations; laughing at funny things that you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at mine. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.