I'M GOING HOME ! FINALLY GET 2 SEE MY FAMILY !!!

don't know when will i get the chance to see them again if i do happen to go HELP.. if i do happen 2 go :D

Biggest Gainer Asia !

Since I'm have been super uber free, i have gained weight i and i now look like a fat pig...no kidding.

Well, why wouldn't i be ? have eating sleeping and making the Internet my best friend for the past 3 months, its crazy..i know !

I cant help it, there is food everywhere around me and gosh the temptations just go wild. Food is one dangerous thing for me right now.

Been wanting to exercise but every morning when i want to, I'm just to sleepy to wake up..then when i wanna stick to a diet people forces, literally forces me to eat, so that how i made myself look like a pig and lesser human...

Anyways, I'm starting a new diet plan tomorrow onwards, which is going to be a strict one till i drop some pounds and go back to my original size :D i hope it works this time..i hope..i really really hope it does..

Feels like its not the same..will it ever be ??

Scared of Nothing

I'm scared of something..but i don't know what.. I get this feeling that I'm doing something wrong but when i look back i did not . so why am i having this kind of feelings ?



maybe its cause of some decisions i made on my own a few months a go, some is not really good once and those are the once who may turn out to have bad consequences.



I'm not sure what is it but i just want it 2 go away...when I'm trying to have fun and actually live my life suddenly this annoying feeling pops out and poops my time and i become some sort of depress.



apparently I'm not getting along with technology well either...phone corrupted..lap top is being possessed by the slow ghost..



damn..



the depression ( sort off) is on the GO !



Lame ??



I know...

" For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return "

~Leonardo da Vinci ~

Homesick...

Its been less than a month that i have left my hometown and my parents and came back to K.L and i already miss my parents : ( so much..


This time I went back I spent allot of time with my parents especially dad since both my brothers were away..so i had all the attention ( which i don't usually get ) to myself.


me n my parents went out for dinners frequently went shopping or just go hang around shopping complexes...i had the best one month there. And I'm missing all those moments where i would sit with my appa and talk all the nonsense and make fun of my amma, to see my dad smile is like the biggest thing ever cause he doesn't do it often, so when he laughs or smiles its like a big thing for me.


the day i left my hometown i did not get the chance to give him a hug, cause the train had to move fast so i had to rush up and i couldn't hug him...hated that aloottttt ..erggg


i miss my appa allot..and i love him so very much :)


i miss amma as she was the only one who i got to debate with and fight with


i miss my Lil bro to, the times we spent talking and telling our personal stories and arguing over stupid things


i miss everything there now and i want to go home


and i will..soon ^^

Sex and The City.......... TWO !!!

It was an awesome movie not going to regret watching in even if I accidentally splashed coke into my nose while watching the movie…

The movie goes like this it was set two years after the first film. The four friends now have lives that are more stressful than before: All are married except for Samantha, who is now 52 and trying to keep her libido alive with hormones while dealing with menopause; Miranda quits her job having frequently been gestured to silence; Charlotte's two children are a handful and is worried that Harry is attracted to their bra-less nanny, Erin (Alice Eve); and Carrie's marriage to Mr. Big has settled down, she always wants to go out, he would prefer to stay home, feeding on take-out meals and watching television.


Meanwhile, Samantha is approached by an Arab sheikh to devise a PR campaign for his business, and he offers to fly her and her friends on an all-expenses-paid luxury vacation to Abu Dhabi.


Carrie is runs into her former lover Aidan and agrees to a dinner date and also left her passport in a small shoe stand * part were me n Sharon went turn back, u left your passport like she could hear us* … while walking in a moment of passion, the two kiss. Carrie deals with the question of whether or not to tell big which she does eventually.


While on a date with Rikard, Samantha was detained for having sex on the beach, and claims to be kissing. With the Sheik's intervention, Samantha is released, their luxurious perks are no longer paid for. With an hour till check out, or their next $22,000 nightly charge, they pack their bags for departure. After a few more mishaps like looking for Carrie’s passport and Samantha’s outburst they leave Abu Dhabi and arrive home safe in the USA. Carrie returns home to find Mr. Big missing and when he does he got her with a black diamond ring as a punishment *Carrie doesn’t like wearing wedding ring* THE END.


Movie was all cool, but surprisingly men were there…or should I say horny old men??? What reasons do these uncles have to watch a girlie flick??? They came in while flirting with girls that could be their daughters...Disgusting…


Somehow people did figure out these men were not Malaysians and they only came because there was “sex” in the title...And the best part is they forgot its Malaysia...it’s all censored...


So that made the day awesome-err ^^