Life is so complicated...

I'm just 19 n i have 2 think about money, jobs, pleasing people, i hate living my life the way other people want me to....i noe these kinda things makes people independent in the future but crap ! i cant take this, i to young to be worrying about things my parents and grandparents think about....its just to sickening.

i want to study so i deserve to get the loan why the hell is people who don't wanna study but for the sake of the money the lie and they still end up getting it. I'm so tired of being patient and sucking up to people who doesn't even care if my efforts work or not, but i still have to cause i need it ! so understand what I'm going through people !

its either god really doesn't like me or I'm just have bad luck written all over my face.

Get well soon !

My poor baby got himself sick and I'm not there to take care of him :( is all alone n i feel so bad !

He went to a normal clinic and they suspected he had dengue so he went to GH all alone :( but they said it was normal fever :D i felt relived.

He's having his exams, god bless..hope he does well and most important he gets well faster !

Love him 2 bits <3

Everyone is fighting their own battle

to be free form the past, to live in their present, and to create

their future....

So am i. . . . .

Taken from Tmblr kinda true !

many dnt belive in th 5th one, so ignore that one if u dont belive in GOD :)

The image is kinda small sowei for that bt hey i tink its kinda creative..

I’m young doesn’t mean...

Just because I’m young doesn’t mean you can treat me with no respect, doesn’t mean you can take me for granted, doesn’t mean you are the boss of me, doesn’t mean that you can treat me like shit. Don’t ever underestimate me, I might be more that you think I am. I might even be more mature than you.

Wonder...

It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose someone, even if they don’t deserve our forgiveness.

What a girl can do....for u

A girl can only wait for a guy, for so long, that one day, she’ll get tired of waiting and leaves. A girl can only give you so many chances, that one day, her heart isn’t willing to take another heartbreak, anymore.

A girl can only cry so much, that once she runs out of tears, she gets up, and realizes she needs to stay strong, and forgets about your ass. A girl can only put up with so many lies, so many bullshit, that sooner or later, she will stand up for herself. A girl can only get played, so many times, that one day.. she decides she can’t put up with this, and becomes afraid to love again.

A girl can only put up with so many “I’m sorry”s, that one day, sorry will never be enough. A girl can only listen to your words, for so long, that one day, she will get tired of just hearing words and she will soon look for some action. A girl can only get her hopes up so many times, when you tell her you’re going to do this and that, that she’ll get tired of being left disappointed, and move on.

A girl can only get treated so bad, that one day, an amazing man will walk into her life, and he will treat her way better than you ever did.It’s your lost. And you’re going to regret it.

am i strong ?

Gez not...

New Begining !

Its been a week since i started at me new university which is of course HELP Uni. First day itself the dean gave us all a lil heart attack. damn the subjects and the amount of time that's needed to be invested is a shocker. The lectures were all great for the 1st week so i hope it will be that way for the rest of the 3 yrs.

I would be taking 4 subjects for this semester, its kinda allot for students at help, i don't know why cause at tarc we took 6 subjects the max for 3 smtrs and then 2 was da minimum. but yeah at this level the exams would be heavier but then i need to finish up my 1st year subjects since I'm technically in my second year since I'm from TAR Cllg.

So anyways, its been so freaking tiring travelling, i need to travel for 2 hours each to go and come back home from college, money has been flowing like water for transportation and food. stuff here is so effin' expensive, everthing you touch need money. gosh i don't know how am i going to survive with the travelling and expensive food, but I'm left choice less....

Hope i made a good choice...fingers crossed !