Trip to Hospital Bahagia

Trip to Hospital Bahagia in Ulu Kinta (mental asylum) was uber awesome ! had sooooooo much fun there. Got to visit the patients wards and how their asylum system works, it was totally a great experience there. The environment of the hospital was not like what i had expected, it was way better than i expected it to be, its like the cleanest hospital i have seen, and it was super huge ! they had like tons if acres of land, it looked so pretty. Interacted with some of the patients there, they were cute in their ways defiantly, made friends with a patients there to.

Here are some pictures that were taken, we weren't allowed to take picture of the building and the patients there so i only took pictures of what we were allowed to take.

Crappy-errr by the day

Was hoping days would be better after a while, guess its not gonna happen anytime soon.

i feel so sick of everything, kinda feels like I'm alone even of i have al my friends around me...maybe I'm just homesick, i miss my mom and dad so much that i actually cry myself to sleep sometimes thinking of them. i feel like there is no one who connects to me like my mom does and no one who gives me attention like my dad, it so sad right ? i have a boyfriend and all but its just not the same as having your parents near you, but i know he's doing his best to keep me happy. This is the person i am, i dont like being alone at all.

College hasn't been treating me good either. people here are so advance in ever ting, i kinda feel lost, assignments due every week, had to 2 like 10 reports since i started, 5 assignments and to add it all up i have to face maths which is my super duper enemy, so i have been stressed out like hell that right now i feel like totally giving up ! but i cant this is my choice and i have to face it or it will just make me stupid. my college loan is giving me pressure since the day i stated college, here and there their finding excuses to reject my app...then there is the financial part where I'm running out of money, i feel so bad asking my dad so i don't ask him at all so i have to like survive on like 400 bucks a month which goes for transportation( bus,lrt,bus), food, and my monthly essential stuff, so there is always not enough when its the end of the month, so i go cold turkey with spending on things...damn i the pressure is insane...but I'm coping, I'm trying to get used to this new situation and i hope things change for the better soon.....

DIEEEE !

Getting everything in my life so far was never easy, i always had to work hard and prove my self in order to get i want, as years pass i always thought that i would get what i want eventually and i can stop being miserable for not getting it. its very upsetting that till to this day that hope has never came true. my hopes or whatever i wish to have is nothing big its everything that you can call practical, i know i need it that's why i wanted, i rarely have thoughts of having things i don't need, its weird but that's who i am.

but what sickens me is that people who doesn't work hard or go through the worse case scenario to get things they want so easily ?

i know life's unfair but common ? I'm being practical with my needs its not like I'm asking for something totally out of league ???? for instance i work so hard to complete my documents which FYI i had 2 go around practically begging these people to get my documents done i spent days and money completing my paper work so i can have my loan approved to pay my fees for the next semester ...so you tell me what wrong did i do here ? ?

i know certain people out there you have the power to control certain things and you are actually the one who decides their fate, in my case its obliviously the loan authorities, if they do not approve my loan since they are able to decide whether they wanna let me finish my studies or else I'll be left behind in certain subjects due to lack of financial support

i don't know what the hell is wrong but this has ti change..or I'll go psycho !

Bec0mIng a DesPeRad0

i understand that Ur desperate but common ??? he called u a bitch n Ur still going back to him ?
really girl where's Ur pride ? Ur a disgrace 2 all women, putting a guy on a pedestal for what ? for using bad words on u or threatening everyone around you ? or may Ur still attracted to him cause he protects you from all your closest friend ?

common Ur a high scorer and a simple thing like this you cant figure out ???? dude !
i hope you open your eyes, you hurting your parents and you definitely hurt me by going back to him....

i told you he was not a good choice but u still went and got hurt, but i did not tell you i told you so but u know what this time I'm gonna laugh my ass of n say I TOLD YOU SO !

U DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT....just make a smart decision.