Its weekends and thats why I love them

Had an awesome weekend !!!!! clubbing at Celsius can never get old :D awesome time with my friends and then after that the aimless drive cause no one knew how to get to klcc from Bukit Bintang, the laughter and all the crap we were doing in the car was all so fun. Walked too much in our heels that we could barely walk after everything, so we dragged ourselves to the nearest mamak and ate to our hearts content while making fun of each other and an hour or so we decided to call it a day and went home around 5 am.Headed to Jeya's house and everyone dropped dead after awhile, we were that tired.

Woke up around 12 pm, took a super long bath and finished up my assignment, we got Mc'D's to deliver our food for lunch and then we watched a DVD followed by a short nap. Around 8.30pm we headed to Look Out Point in Ampang to hang out before we head home. There we talked and crapped and enjoyed the awesome view of K.L while eating our Iranian Chicken Kebab and Pita bread with chocolate milkshakes.

We had no heart to leave that place, cause as soon as we were done, we'll all be dropped of at our respective houses where the next day we become salves to our studies... Everyone is gonna be busy with their own things and wouldn't have anymore time to spend like this. So this would be the last probably till November * 21st birthday parties* so till then, we'll have to move on and wish November comes sooner :)

College still sucks, and i still hate studying... subjects are all so complicating :( the assignments are killers I tell you ! I so feel like quiting :( :( Okayhh I'm gonna stop whining now and go study Biological Psychology =.='

Bla..Bla..Bla

Had a loonggg starving day today, but a fruitful one :) I still don't feel so good, the tummy still hurts a little and so i still did not eat anything but only drank Milo till like 5pm then i couldn't stand it anymore, i was soooo hungry and i hadn't eaten a proper meal ever since my food poisoning that i ate a whole plate of chicken briyani, which i eat quarter of it most of the time. Stupid rapid bus as always ruined my day by making me wait an hour just to go back home, and i live 10-15 mins away * by car that is*. I was so grumpy and to add that up, my tummy was still hurting and i was freaking hungry ! but after the chicken briyani, i was happy and contented.

Weekend is coming, gonna go Celsius again :D a friend of mine is off to Chicago to study and so this would b his 2nd last day out with us, then also a few of my TAR College friends and my buddy Xiao Wen, Sharon and Jeya and a few of our guy friends are gonna be there before everyone starts being busy with their lives :(

So hope that turns out fine, gotta crack my head on what to wear as i cant wear my "sakai" kinda clothes or they'll kick me out. Then I need to settle my assignment that's due on the 29th.

Feel like throwing up now :s I should just stop here...till then..byeeeeee :)

Owh did i tell u hate studying ???

Well I'll tell you again ! I hate studying right now, everything is so complicated :( :(

Danced to hard till I broke my heels :D but that didnt stop me... This heels were from Bnagkok, which costed me 10 bucks M'sian money, so the heart didnt hurt that much when it broke, but it was pretty, so im gonna go to a cobbler and see if it can be fixed if not, rest in peace :(

Newbie !

Was talking to an old friend the other day, this girl knew ever since we were 13, anyways we were talking about random stuff and then we started talking about how i use to be so nice to people, and how i never fought or yelled at anyone back no matter how much they did to me and how much people took advantage of that and yet i still never did anything about it . And then she said something that i haven't realise, she said that I'm no more that person ! and hell she was right, now I fight back !

Once a friend of mine was making me do her extra work, i actually stopped and told her that I'm not doing it for her or doing any of her work anymore, and then my friend was making fun of my maths grade, and i said i just suck at math at least i have a diploma unlike you, and she never said a word after that about my math grade, and i use to ignore the posts about me on fb, and never really cared about it, and hey i confronted that person ! or like my aunts keep saying i was putting on weight every time they saw me, and i said, so do you guys, and you know what i have the same genes like you guys so of course I'm gonna be fat, they got a upset told my dad and yada..yada they never commented on my weight after that. My brothers now don't dare pick on me now cause i whack to, i grab whatever that's around me and whack, so they kinda think twice before fighting with me

I'm actually fighting back, for my rights, i cant believe i was such a coward last time. Well that old me is dead and gone, you wanna find fault with me, you're gonna get it back ;)

My week

Had an awesome week ! My dad was in k.l for a week, so i got to spend the whole week with him, had our bonding time, just the two of us, and addition to that i got to stay at Ancasa Hotel and Spa, its an awesome hotel, with awesome food and of course their ever so soft bed that you never wanna wake up from. This only lasted till Friday, cause he had to leave and go back to alor star, and as always i start crying ever time my dad sends me home. I still hate it and will always hate that part :(

Anyways, the next day, it was my friends birthday so me and a bunch of my friends spent the night partying at the Celsius club. It was an awesome club, that i can tell, we danced all night loongggg. I still cant drink or stand the smell of alcohol, everyone found that part of me amusing, I go to clubs but i don't drink or smoke, they say its like the weirdest thing they have ever heard, but hey i still don't like alcohol, and the only reason i go to clubs is cause that's one place that i can dance off my worries in loud music and forget my worries, especially for the worries and problems that i was having since last month. Needed to get hthose crap outta my head !

Then came home and everything became crappy when I got food poisoning, i was so hungry that i ate something that may have been a day old and i started puking and having diarrhea, I felt so freaking weak, its like every time i go to the toilet i flush down my energy too. still having it now too, couldn't go to class today and kinda missed my discussion for an assignment, but its reschedule so no worries there. Now, all I want is my ginger drink and a bed and I'll be fine :)

Speechless

Isn't this the sexiest thing ?

*heart melts and drops to the floor*

Sweetest and cutest ever !

A guy with all his awesome tattoo while kissing a child, perfect !

***Taken from Tumblr, don't really know the source. I'll just acknowledge this picture by stating where i took it from and Thanks. ***

September 11th

It has already been 10 years this awful event that has happened... I was watching it on the History channel at Astro just now and it was horrible, especially when those people who actually experienced those deathly moments in the World Trade Centre. Watching the towers collapsing and wondering how many thousands of people were still in there and those who were pushed out of the tower was just bad. God Bless them all and may they rest in peace.

A picture of the land where the two towers were.

taken from -->seancarney.tumblr.com

Emotional Constipation

I have been through a emotional month, i was emotional and the most important people to me contributed these emotional feelings to me which actually kinda ruined my holiday. One after another, a "big lump of crap" falls on my head. I'm happy today and the day after I'm back to being emotional.

I know no one can expect to be happy always and there is always a must to keep our feet's planted to the ground and therefore that "big lump of crap" falls on our heads were created. All I wanted was a peaceful and happy break away from my college for a month but noooooooo that didn't work out. Instead of having a break i was busy looking for solutions to all the problems. Plans that were planned did not happen cause of those problems and now I'm back at college to study....awesome right ?? I know ! Well. despite all this yours truly did not commit suicide or slash herself, all she wants to do now, is try and get through this like always :)

Another thing is that at these times is when you need that one person that you trust the most to be with you but instead they turn around and hurt you more, and makes you feel so alone. Sometimes i wonder is there anyone out there for us ? People say that there is always gonna be that someone to care for you, IS THERE REALLY ? ? I feel that this is all a lie, we are always gonna be on our own mending our hearts and consoling ourselves until the end.

Semester has just started with all the crappy subjects to take and to make my life a living hell :) Gosh !!! i hate studying !!!! but what choice do i have,im stuck with it just for a scary thing called my future.

Money.. I need more of it :( someone would like to donate some to me, im here to accept it :)