In Time and the waste of time

Yesterday was purely wasted on nonsense stuff, cant help feeling guilty about wasting a whole day when i have heaps of work to complete. First the plan was just watch a movie one thing led to another we ended up at two different clubs and came home only at 3.30 am.

Anyways , the plan was to go watch movie at Capsquare cause nit much people go there and tickets availability are never a problem. Since we took public transport, me and my friend was like super early. Once two of my other friends hadn't arrived yet, we had to wait and im guessing Capsquare was going through renovation so not much shops were open so we had nothing to do but sit stand and stare till the other two came. Once

They were there we went to get our tickets and headed down to the mamak to wait for our movie at 6.30pm.

Movie that we watched was called In Time. Justin Timberlake and Amanda Seyfried was the lead and then there was Olivia Wilde and the super hot Matt Bomer. The story is about how time is money for them.

Everyone is genetically engineered to live to 25 and they don't age after that, and then after that, they have one year left, they would then need to earn more time through work ad so on , so they a digital like clock telling them how much time do they ha

ve left located on their arm. Will Salas (Timberlake). He lives in a time ghetto ( they're not rich so they barely make end meat ) with his mother (Olivia Wilde). Will end us saving a guy who has lived for over a century and he ends up leaving a century of his time to Will and dies. Then Will's mother will dies as she ran out of time and couldn't "top it up" back in time.

He then takes off to New Greenwich, and meets a spoiled heiress Sylvia Weis (Seyfried). Kidnaps her cause he was in a sticky situation with the time keepers who were after him cause he had so much of the extra time and is accused for murder.... Watch the rest yourself cause i think i already spoiled it for you guys :D

Anyways I think it was a good movie. Justin wasn't so bad, that guy can act. Amanda Seyfried, im still not a fan of her acting, she's still kinda unnatural but the other characters were not bad. So overall its 7/10

The up's and down's of my week

The week has been okay i guess. Except for the Mid term Tests of course, that was just plain horrible. As usual i screwed up my Bio Psych paper... again.

Other then that i think the week went great. Since it was the Diwali prep week, i had tons of shopping fr myself and for my other family members * yes i do the shopping for the royal Highness's*

Last week i did mine alone where i went to Klang so i didn't buy anything much for myself. On Thursday Me and belle went to the K.L Central Indian Fair, spent a good 2 hours there looking at pretty Indian stuff and got myself another Punjabi suit and a few costume jewellery for my mom. The fair was super cheap ! they were selling jewelleries for like 10 bucks and materials and suits for 50 bucks and above, so I think i invested some good time there.

On Friday me and my two buddies Xiao wen and Belle went to Times square and wasted about 5 hours there doing some shopping there, got some stuff for my mom and and some tops for myself. Then headed to low yat to get some stuff for my lappy and then headed to sg wang wasted time there and then headed home in the pouring rain. But it was a fun day though. I got to try out a new restaurant called B.B.Q Plaza. It was a restaurant where you cook your own food on the table your at itself. The food was great no doubt there, the services weren't to bad either.

The grill

Anyways, today was my last paper for my mid term, and it wasn't so bad so I'm not grumpy today. After the test went to Petaling Street to do a little shopping for my brothers with Belle then bought the famous Durian Puffs and went home contented until I thought about my research proposal results ! I was anxious a little then i decided to force myself to sleep to thin of it, but i couldn't so i kept checking the time hoping 5pm comes faster so I get to know whether our proposal was accepted or not ! and i did !!!! im so relived right now :D until i saw the marks for my mid term, crappy marks that i was grumpy back again.

Heading to TJ. Malim tomorrow at 2 to my aunts for my Diwali with the whole familia :)

Till then bubyeeeee !

ARRRRGGGHHHHHH !!!!!

Just got my first class test results and it was "awesome" i feel so smart ! I can now prepare myself for the worst if i fail this paper...There's always this 1 bugger who'd ruin my semester, and this semester the winner would be Biological Psychology :) Finals timetable is out to and guess what i have another paper on the same day as my bio psych paper ! How awesome is that ? ha ha I'm so looking forward to this... First midterm starts on Wednesday and the next day would be that bugger paper and another one is next week on Monday.

Suicide is my main priority now...Nah, that's too much work too..

Anyways Diwali is next week, got my shopping done at Klang yesterday. I wasn't in the mood of shopping why ? CAUSE my elder brother was being a pain in my freaking ass and annoyed me till he dropped me home, and i usually do my shopping with my dad, cause he's soo patient with me and actually has a good taste so this year it was just me my aunts, cousin and my brother and his girlfriend. I picked two simple patterned Punjabi Suits which only coasted me 85 bucks for both, that's was like a huge deal cause you don't get Indian traditional clothing for that price. Then my aunts insisted i sew a Punjabi suit and so i did. So lets just wait and see how that turns out :)

Im gonna go drown myself in coffee now and then continue studying for bio psych :(

Bye.

Distractions, Frustrations, and Losing Yourself.

Don’t you just hate it when you can’t focus on what you need to? Having your mind filled with thoughts that shouldn’t be there, or being distracted by something that shouldn’t matter anymore? Having to think about what should’ve been or could’ve been. Or what would’ve been. Over thinking to the point where your mind becomes a wreck and you end up not thinking at all?-just going blank. So you lay your head down and just think to yourself, “Why me? Why now?”

F.A.T

Fat. This word has ruined many girls lives and right now its ruining mine.

I started gaining weight after i started college in 2008. I don't know why, form being thin to being bloated up like i am right now is still a mystery to me. But anyways i wasn't really bothered about the sudden weight gain even though everyone was surprised and suspicious with my weight gain. I like my body now, cause i get to wear pretty clothes unlike last time where it was so hard to get clothes that fitted me. I would be fine with myself being fat but its people's way of talking is what i get annoyed by. I mean I'm fat its my freaking body, what is to them ??? I like being fat and I'm gonna be that way cause i WANT TOO !

I keep telling people who asks me to lose weight that, but they look at me like I'm mad, and go " you wont find a husband or a boyfriend" and I'll be saying to myself hello ? you're fat and you're married ? but usually I'll just smile to them and say, "i like the way i am and i don't care if anyone wants to be with me". But hey, I still get my fair share of guys who actually like me AFTER seeing me, so i just proved them wrong and i still have a boyfriend who still loves even after seeing me like a 100 times ? so whats it to them ?

People should accept each other by their attitudes and behaviour not the physique. People with this thinking should put their head in their toilet bowls and flush it, maybe some sense might get into their heads... Anyways girls out there please do not not feel intimidated by people calling you fat cause we all all the after awhile they would end up being fat or ugly. Love yourself cause you don't need anyone else to love it for you.

But do stay healthy though. When i say you need to love yourself means, we girls needs to stop with the tendency of Overindulging or unnecessary eating. Exercise or a proper diet is a good idea too. Being plump and sick with diseases is not a good way of showing we love our body. So be fat, be healthy * that sounded lame* anywaaayyysss ! have a good day ahead people :D

Hating

Life has been a little complicating this past week. Running around doing stuff for other people's significance is one of them. Assignments have been driving me nuts. Mid terms are getting so close and i do not know where to start and I'm still waiting for my research to be approved which i have a bad feeling it wont cause its kind of screwed up with no proper planning and stuff, but anyways I'm still hoping it gets approved and i can move on.

I screwed up my 1st class test on Thursday, it was my biological psychology paper. This subjects is hell, i find it soooooo hard to remember anything and the midterms are in 2 weeks time, i am so super dead. All the mid terms are beginning in 2 weeks time so I need to put my nerd hat on force my fat arse to study.

I'm defiantly stating to lose interest in studying, i really don't have that urge to study and do well. I'm so tired of studying and doing everything right and still not getting good grades for it, it is so frustrating ! And there's just to many distraction for me to concentrate. I'm ready to quit anytime but thinking about the money that had been invested is the only thing that's keeping me going right now.
Gonna get back to studying now :(

I'm tired :(
Too many things to do
I feel like there is just too much for me to handle
There is just too many things for me to think off
And everything is just not right.
I feel so lost, I have no sense of direction or plan right now
I'm too scared to think whats gonna happen if i don't do what I'm suppose to do.
I feel like quitting everything right now and running home to daddy :( he'll be the only one who would genuinely be there for me and make me feel good no matter how bad i feel, but i cant..