My 3 week long holiday is almost over, another 1 week, left which will past in a blink of an eye. Anyways heading back to K.L tonight, cant explain how much i hate going back there :(

This semester holidays was total crap, been so upset and worried about my results that i could barely have fun without thinking of it. I had no mood to go hangout so i just stayed home and whined, baked and read like 11 novels till today. Thank god most of them were good, or i would have been whining for that too.

The Books I drowned myself with

Well, now i have nothing left to do, but to wait "patiently" for my results to come out and ruin my life :(

Emotional Constipation, the 2nd

Life has been so complicated ever since December stated, December has definitely not been kind to me :( So many things has happen that if i start typing it out here it would be equivalent to 5 posts. I do not know how things got so bad. Anyways, finals were crappy. I might be seeing two papers next semester back again, which I'm definitely not looking forward to. I keep thinking about all these things that i cant have fun being free now. I'm with my family, something that i always look forward to but the problem I'm having has managed to overpower the fun feeling i always have :(

Baking has helped me forget my problems awhile, but i think i over did it, and i now have 2 layer cakes and 3 butter cakes, and choco chip cookies and brownies. Mom made me stop and now i have nothing to take my mind of those annoying issues.

People around isn't much help either. Everyone is being annoying right now. I so feel like stomping on people's faces every time they annoy me or saying something stupid to me, but i cant so i just yell....yup i yelled at everyone in my house and some of my friends and cousins. I'm sorry for yelling but clearly they knew i wasn't in the mood and they still annoyed me and they got what they deserved.

Movie marathon right after this, hopefully this will help.

People were curious about what had meant in my previous post, since it didn't make sense to some, im not gonna explain so please don't ask what i meant *no hard feelings* , If you knew me you would have known what i meant at the 2nd line itself :)

p.s if some of you think i was being mean when i replied ur messages im sorry , i really didn't mean to, the post is jz to let go some pent up emotions i had. That's all.

Its so hard to describe how it feels

Life's unfair and everyone knows it

But why rub it in the face more ?

Gets what they want and what about others ?

Fair ?? Not really

Too much too handle

Too much pain to see

So stop

If hopes cant be given than don't let there be dreams

It shatters hearts, and will forever be engraved.

Loved ones abandoned, hateful ones remain ?

How to love when love is not shown or given ?

Hateful ones get them, but why not self ?

But where to go when there's no where else to go ?

Lied more then should but believing is a must

Things like this lasts forever, so why not happiness ?

It should stop...and it stops right now

Love Language [HD]

Heart just went awwww :') true love...which many people know it doesn't really exist, but whoever created this believes in it, and some how i want to too <3

The awful feeling

OHMYGODDDDDD tomorrows the day, feel like crapping in my pants already ! arggggghhhhhh !

I'm gonna be facing a bunch of smart arse people, lord knows what kinda question would poop out in their nerdy head of theirs :s

I so don't want this to happen

I think im alredy having a nervous break

actually

I was nervous the very day she said we had to do a presentation.

I hope i don't forget anything and embarrass myself and my group mates

I hope no one remembers me after that

Wish me luck !!!!

Dieeeeeeeeeeee :s

The week has been absolutely horrible ! Datelines and assignments and preparing my research materials running my experiment tabulating results, studying fr a class test and preparing fr a I'm-gonna-die- presentation ! and to add all this up my throat still effing hurts and im stillcoughing like i have tuberculosis . Stupid throat has not stop hurting, and its already been 2 weeks !

I've been up and running from 6am to latest 8pm everyday for the past one week, its so tiring :( i just wanna stop and do nothing, BUT I CANT !

Freaking finals are next months so which mea

ns once im done with all my assignments by the the 29th i would have to start studying, and since i have two freaking papers on the same day i'll have to cramp my brain up more then usual.

Now that's alot of whining =.= i hope no else is going through this, so lets all pray that no one has to go through stuff like these anymore...yeah right...not gonna happen..

If i don't have a new post soon, i may have probably com

mitted suicide.

Went to visit my Grandma today, and took her out for dinner. Gosh she looks so aged now :( I know she's suppose to but she used to be so active and now she's kinda slowed down and shrink ed, and its kinda sad to see my grandmother like that. This women cared allot for me and my siblings when my parents weren't around. I fought with her allot as a kid, cause she advised me allot and i took it as her being a busybody, but looking back whatever she was warning me about did happen. Well at least i realised that now before it was too late. I hope she lives on till she's 1000 years old *I'm being ridiculous i know* but she's the only grandparent that I've ever had and seen since i was a kid, so i don't wanna lose her,she still strong for now, and i love the way she brightens up and becomes active and excited when she sees her grand kids.

The grandmother <3

The mother and her mother ^^

The brother and his mother ^^

That's all i mange to take...my family hates taking pictures so that will explain why the open mouth and turned heads. Had lotsa of fun with me family, last dinner with them till i come back the next time :(

Okayyy enough of being emotional... Here's some pictures i managed to take during dinner, excuse the blur-ness of the picture, everyone was moving to much suddenly.

Homeyyyy

Im back at my hometown for the weekend and it was just so fun that i don't wanna go back later :( it was suppose to be short one and i told myself not to get too excited or i'll end up whining and crying when im suppose to go home. How i wish i could stay longer and be with my family. Okay i'll just stop here before i start crapping and whining about going back to college.

Anyway, i got back on Friday, and my mom surprised me with a cake. Since none of my family was with me fr my 21st birthday so my mom did a lil something for me :) this is the cake, its was so good, mom did a very good choice picking that cake

*drools*

Im drooling even when looking at the pictures... but its long gone now the cake disappeared less then an hour after it was cut :( it was that good... I was so into eating the cake that i forgot what its called but, i remember my mentioning to my dad that the dark dusty thingy on the cake was called charcoal or something, but what i can be sure of is that in between the cake, there was cream with bits and pieces of oranges and peaches. So if you guys do see cakes that looks like this be sure to try it out *if you like fruits in your cake*.

Me 21st Birthday

My Birthday turned out to be awesome after all ! Was kinda upset that i couldn't be with my parents on my 21st birthday but my friends made me me like i didn't have to be.

So the day started with me still having soar throat and flu, answering phone calls and texts messages from my friends and family and then i had no choice but to take my flu and cough medicines which knocked me out fr like 4 hours straight * i amaze myself too* which made me miss my lunch date.

Around 8.30 we were all set to leave the house to go rock Vogue0-The club. After, that everyone was starving so we headed to KFC which was an extremely-wrong-thing-to-eat-when-your-wearing-a-tight-dress which resulted a bulging stomach*ignoring that ever happened* Anyways then when we were there at Vogue, did some talking, jumping, screaming and picture taking till about 12 something. After that i was sitting down and yakking away with a friend of mine who's birthday was on the same day as me, a cake with candles were brought to our table. And then there was a slight emotional session and shyness :P then the cake was cut.

After a few minutes the waiter came with an alcohol drink with flames and stuff
on it in this loooonng vase-like jar. It was disgusting for me so the other friend of mine drank it up while i posed withe the straw in my mouth.

After that we took like a 100 pictures and the headed of to another club and another club and spend the whole night out till 5 a.m and then when home with a smile on my face :)

>>I need a phone

>>I need a lap top

>>I need a vacation

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In Time and the waste of time

Yesterday was purely wasted on nonsense stuff, cant help feeling guilty about wasting a whole day when i have heaps of work to complete. First the plan was just watch a movie one thing led to another we ended up at two different clubs and came home only at 3.30 am.

Anyways , the plan was to go watch movie at Capsquare cause nit much people go there and tickets availability are never a problem. Since we took public transport, me and my friend was like super early. Once two of my other friends hadn't arrived yet, we had to wait and im guessing Capsquare was going through renovation so not much shops were open so we had nothing to do but sit stand and stare till the other two came. Once

They were there we went to get our tickets and headed down to the mamak to wait for our movie at 6.30pm.

Movie that we watched was called In Time. Justin Timberlake and Amanda Seyfried was the lead and then there was Olivia Wilde and the super hot Matt Bomer. The story is about how time is money for them.

Everyone is genetically engineered to live to 25 and they don't age after that, and then after that, they have one year left, they would then need to earn more time through work ad so on , so they a digital like clock telling them how much time do they ha

ve left located on their arm. Will Salas (Timberlake). He lives in a time ghetto ( they're not rich so they barely make end meat ) with his mother (Olivia Wilde). Will end us saving a guy who has lived for over a century and he ends up leaving a century of his time to Will and dies. Then Will's mother will dies as she ran out of time and couldn't "top it up" back in time.

He then takes off to New Greenwich, and meets a spoiled heiress Sylvia Weis (Seyfried). Kidnaps her cause he was in a sticky situation with the time keepers who were after him cause he had so much of the extra time and is accused for murder.... Watch the rest yourself cause i think i already spoiled it for you guys :D

Anyways I think it was a good movie. Justin wasn't so bad, that guy can act. Amanda Seyfried, im still not a fan of her acting, she's still kinda unnatural but the other characters were not bad. So overall its 7/10

The up's and down's of my week

The week has been okay i guess. Except for the Mid term Tests of course, that was just plain horrible. As usual i screwed up my Bio Psych paper... again.

Other then that i think the week went great. Since it was the Diwali prep week, i had tons of shopping fr myself and for my other family members * yes i do the shopping for the royal Highness's*

Last week i did mine alone where i went to Klang so i didn't buy anything much for myself. On Thursday Me and belle went to the K.L Central Indian Fair, spent a good 2 hours there looking at pretty Indian stuff and got myself another Punjabi suit and a few costume jewellery for my mom. The fair was super cheap ! they were selling jewelleries for like 10 bucks and materials and suits for 50 bucks and above, so I think i invested some good time there.

On Friday me and my two buddies Xiao wen and Belle went to Times square and wasted about 5 hours there doing some shopping there, got some stuff for my mom and and some tops for myself. Then headed to low yat to get some stuff for my lappy and then headed to sg wang wasted time there and then headed home in the pouring rain. But it was a fun day though. I got to try out a new restaurant called B.B.Q Plaza. It was a restaurant where you cook your own food on the table your at itself. The food was great no doubt there, the services weren't to bad either.

The grill

Anyways, today was my last paper for my mid term, and it wasn't so bad so I'm not grumpy today. After the test went to Petaling Street to do a little shopping for my brothers with Belle then bought the famous Durian Puffs and went home contented until I thought about my research proposal results ! I was anxious a little then i decided to force myself to sleep to thin of it, but i couldn't so i kept checking the time hoping 5pm comes faster so I get to know whether our proposal was accepted or not ! and i did !!!! im so relived right now :D until i saw the marks for my mid term, crappy marks that i was grumpy back again.

Heading to TJ. Malim tomorrow at 2 to my aunts for my Diwali with the whole familia :)

Till then bubyeeeee !

ARRRRGGGHHHHHH !!!!!

Just got my first class test results and it was "awesome" i feel so smart ! I can now prepare myself for the worst if i fail this paper...There's always this 1 bugger who'd ruin my semester, and this semester the winner would be Biological Psychology :) Finals timetable is out to and guess what i have another paper on the same day as my bio psych paper ! How awesome is that ? ha ha I'm so looking forward to this... First midterm starts on Wednesday and the next day would be that bugger paper and another one is next week on Monday.

Suicide is my main priority now...Nah, that's too much work too..

Anyways Diwali is next week, got my shopping done at Klang yesterday. I wasn't in the mood of shopping why ? CAUSE my elder brother was being a pain in my freaking ass and annoyed me till he dropped me home, and i usually do my shopping with my dad, cause he's soo patient with me and actually has a good taste so this year it was just me my aunts, cousin and my brother and his girlfriend. I picked two simple patterned Punjabi Suits which only coasted me 85 bucks for both, that's was like a huge deal cause you don't get Indian traditional clothing for that price. Then my aunts insisted i sew a Punjabi suit and so i did. So lets just wait and see how that turns out :)

Im gonna go drown myself in coffee now and then continue studying for bio psych :(

Bye.

Distractions, Frustrations, and Losing Yourself.

Don’t you just hate it when you can’t focus on what you need to? Having your mind filled with thoughts that shouldn’t be there, or being distracted by something that shouldn’t matter anymore? Having to think about what should’ve been or could’ve been. Or what would’ve been. Over thinking to the point where your mind becomes a wreck and you end up not thinking at all?-just going blank. So you lay your head down and just think to yourself, “Why me? Why now?”

F.A.T

Fat. This word has ruined many girls lives and right now its ruining mine.

I started gaining weight after i started college in 2008. I don't know why, form being thin to being bloated up like i am right now is still a mystery to me. But anyways i wasn't really bothered about the sudden weight gain even though everyone was surprised and suspicious with my weight gain. I like my body now, cause i get to wear pretty clothes unlike last time where it was so hard to get clothes that fitted me. I would be fine with myself being fat but its people's way of talking is what i get annoyed by. I mean I'm fat its my freaking body, what is to them ??? I like being fat and I'm gonna be that way cause i WANT TOO !

I keep telling people who asks me to lose weight that, but they look at me like I'm mad, and go " you wont find a husband or a boyfriend" and I'll be saying to myself hello ? you're fat and you're married ? but usually I'll just smile to them and say, "i like the way i am and i don't care if anyone wants to be with me". But hey, I still get my fair share of guys who actually like me AFTER seeing me, so i just proved them wrong and i still have a boyfriend who still loves even after seeing me like a 100 times ? so whats it to them ?

People should accept each other by their attitudes and behaviour not the physique. People with this thinking should put their head in their toilet bowls and flush it, maybe some sense might get into their heads... Anyways girls out there please do not not feel intimidated by people calling you fat cause we all all the after awhile they would end up being fat or ugly. Love yourself cause you don't need anyone else to love it for you.

But do stay healthy though. When i say you need to love yourself means, we girls needs to stop with the tendency of Overindulging or unnecessary eating. Exercise or a proper diet is a good idea too. Being plump and sick with diseases is not a good way of showing we love our body. So be fat, be healthy * that sounded lame* anywaaayyysss ! have a good day ahead people :D

Hating

Life has been a little complicating this past week. Running around doing stuff for other people's significance is one of them. Assignments have been driving me nuts. Mid terms are getting so close and i do not know where to start and I'm still waiting for my research to be approved which i have a bad feeling it wont cause its kind of screwed up with no proper planning and stuff, but anyways I'm still hoping it gets approved and i can move on.

I screwed up my 1st class test on Thursday, it was my biological psychology paper. This subjects is hell, i find it soooooo hard to remember anything and the midterms are in 2 weeks time, i am so super dead. All the mid terms are beginning in 2 weeks time so I need to put my nerd hat on force my fat arse to study.

I'm defiantly stating to lose interest in studying, i really don't have that urge to study and do well. I'm so tired of studying and doing everything right and still not getting good grades for it, it is so frustrating ! And there's just to many distraction for me to concentrate. I'm ready to quit anytime but thinking about the money that had been invested is the only thing that's keeping me going right now.
Gonna get back to studying now :(

I'm tired :(
Too many things to do
I feel like there is just too much for me to handle
There is just too many things for me to think off
And everything is just not right.
I feel so lost, I have no sense of direction or plan right now
I'm too scared to think whats gonna happen if i don't do what I'm suppose to do.
I feel like quitting everything right now and running home to daddy :( he'll be the only one who would genuinely be there for me and make me feel good no matter how bad i feel, but i cant..

Its weekends and thats why I love them

Had an awesome weekend !!!!! clubbing at Celsius can never get old :D awesome time with my friends and then after that the aimless drive cause no one knew how to get to klcc from Bukit Bintang, the laughter and all the crap we were doing in the car was all so fun. Walked too much in our heels that we could barely walk after everything, so we dragged ourselves to the nearest mamak and ate to our hearts content while making fun of each other and an hour or so we decided to call it a day and went home around 5 am.Headed to Jeya's house and everyone dropped dead after awhile, we were that tired.

Woke up around 12 pm, took a super long bath and finished up my assignment, we got Mc'D's to deliver our food for lunch and then we watched a DVD followed by a short nap. Around 8.30pm we headed to Look Out Point in Ampang to hang out before we head home. There we talked and crapped and enjoyed the awesome view of K.L while eating our Iranian Chicken Kebab and Pita bread with chocolate milkshakes.

We had no heart to leave that place, cause as soon as we were done, we'll all be dropped of at our respective houses where the next day we become salves to our studies... Everyone is gonna be busy with their own things and wouldn't have anymore time to spend like this. So this would be the last probably till November * 21st birthday parties* so till then, we'll have to move on and wish November comes sooner :)

College still sucks, and i still hate studying... subjects are all so complicating :( the assignments are killers I tell you ! I so feel like quiting :( :( Okayhh I'm gonna stop whining now and go study Biological Psychology =.='

Bla..Bla..Bla

Had a loonggg starving day today, but a fruitful one :) I still don't feel so good, the tummy still hurts a little and so i still did not eat anything but only drank Milo till like 5pm then i couldn't stand it anymore, i was soooo hungry and i hadn't eaten a proper meal ever since my food poisoning that i ate a whole plate of chicken briyani, which i eat quarter of it most of the time. Stupid rapid bus as always ruined my day by making me wait an hour just to go back home, and i live 10-15 mins away * by car that is*. I was so grumpy and to add that up, my tummy was still hurting and i was freaking hungry ! but after the chicken briyani, i was happy and contented.

Weekend is coming, gonna go Celsius again :D a friend of mine is off to Chicago to study and so this would b his 2nd last day out with us, then also a few of my TAR College friends and my buddy Xiao Wen, Sharon and Jeya and a few of our guy friends are gonna be there before everyone starts being busy with their lives :(

So hope that turns out fine, gotta crack my head on what to wear as i cant wear my "sakai" kinda clothes or they'll kick me out. Then I need to settle my assignment that's due on the 29th.

Feel like throwing up now :s I should just stop here...till then..byeeeeee :)

Owh did i tell u hate studying ???

Well I'll tell you again ! I hate studying right now, everything is so complicated :( :(

Danced to hard till I broke my heels :D but that didnt stop me... This heels were from Bnagkok, which costed me 10 bucks M'sian money, so the heart didnt hurt that much when it broke, but it was pretty, so im gonna go to a cobbler and see if it can be fixed if not, rest in peace :(

Newbie !

Was talking to an old friend the other day, this girl knew ever since we were 13, anyways we were talking about random stuff and then we started talking about how i use to be so nice to people, and how i never fought or yelled at anyone back no matter how much they did to me and how much people took advantage of that and yet i still never did anything about it . And then she said something that i haven't realise, she said that I'm no more that person ! and hell she was right, now I fight back !

Once a friend of mine was making me do her extra work, i actually stopped and told her that I'm not doing it for her or doing any of her work anymore, and then my friend was making fun of my maths grade, and i said i just suck at math at least i have a diploma unlike you, and she never said a word after that about my math grade, and i use to ignore the posts about me on fb, and never really cared about it, and hey i confronted that person ! or like my aunts keep saying i was putting on weight every time they saw me, and i said, so do you guys, and you know what i have the same genes like you guys so of course I'm gonna be fat, they got a upset told my dad and yada..yada they never commented on my weight after that. My brothers now don't dare pick on me now cause i whack to, i grab whatever that's around me and whack, so they kinda think twice before fighting with me

I'm actually fighting back, for my rights, i cant believe i was such a coward last time. Well that old me is dead and gone, you wanna find fault with me, you're gonna get it back ;)

My week

Had an awesome week ! My dad was in k.l for a week, so i got to spend the whole week with him, had our bonding time, just the two of us, and addition to that i got to stay at Ancasa Hotel and Spa, its an awesome hotel, with awesome food and of course their ever so soft bed that you never wanna wake up from. This only lasted till Friday, cause he had to leave and go back to alor star, and as always i start crying ever time my dad sends me home. I still hate it and will always hate that part :(

Anyways, the next day, it was my friends birthday so me and a bunch of my friends spent the night partying at the Celsius club. It was an awesome club, that i can tell, we danced all night loongggg. I still cant drink or stand the smell of alcohol, everyone found that part of me amusing, I go to clubs but i don't drink or smoke, they say its like the weirdest thing they have ever heard, but hey i still don't like alcohol, and the only reason i go to clubs is cause that's one place that i can dance off my worries in loud music and forget my worries, especially for the worries and problems that i was having since last month. Needed to get hthose crap outta my head !

Then came home and everything became crappy when I got food poisoning, i was so hungry that i ate something that may have been a day old and i started puking and having diarrhea, I felt so freaking weak, its like every time i go to the toilet i flush down my energy too. still having it now too, couldn't go to class today and kinda missed my discussion for an assignment, but its reschedule so no worries there. Now, all I want is my ginger drink and a bed and I'll be fine :)

Speechless

Isn't this the sexiest thing ?

*heart melts and drops to the floor*

Sweetest and cutest ever !

A guy with all his awesome tattoo while kissing a child, perfect !

***Taken from Tumblr, don't really know the source. I'll just acknowledge this picture by stating where i took it from and Thanks. ***

September 11th

It has already been 10 years this awful event that has happened... I was watching it on the History channel at Astro just now and it was horrible, especially when those people who actually experienced those deathly moments in the World Trade Centre. Watching the towers collapsing and wondering how many thousands of people were still in there and those who were pushed out of the tower was just bad. God Bless them all and may they rest in peace.

A picture of the land where the two towers were.

taken from -->seancarney.tumblr.com

Emotional Constipation

I have been through a emotional month, i was emotional and the most important people to me contributed these emotional feelings to me which actually kinda ruined my holiday. One after another, a "big lump of crap" falls on my head. I'm happy today and the day after I'm back to being emotional.

I know no one can expect to be happy always and there is always a must to keep our feet's planted to the ground and therefore that "big lump of crap" falls on our heads were created. All I wanted was a peaceful and happy break away from my college for a month but noooooooo that didn't work out. Instead of having a break i was busy looking for solutions to all the problems. Plans that were planned did not happen cause of those problems and now I'm back at college to study....awesome right ?? I know ! Well. despite all this yours truly did not commit suicide or slash herself, all she wants to do now, is try and get through this like always :)

Another thing is that at these times is when you need that one person that you trust the most to be with you but instead they turn around and hurt you more, and makes you feel so alone. Sometimes i wonder is there anyone out there for us ? People say that there is always gonna be that someone to care for you, IS THERE REALLY ? ? I feel that this is all a lie, we are always gonna be on our own mending our hearts and consoling ourselves until the end.

Semester has just started with all the crappy subjects to take and to make my life a living hell :) Gosh !!! i hate studying !!!! but what choice do i have,im stuck with it just for a scary thing called my future.

Money.. I need more of it :( someone would like to donate some to me, im here to accept it :)

Taken from- http://lefttear.tumblr.com/


This is exactly how i feel, and when i say this it made me realise that there are people just like me.

Hilary Duff Is Pregnant

Hilary Duff Is Pregnant With First Child! - UsMagazine.com

First she got married now she's having a baby, its all so fast :) such a pretty gurl...getting married & having kids waayyyy too early, but she doesn't care what i think haha so god bless this pretty girl !

Strangers again :(

You start as Strangers.

Then maybe you have a surprise encounter. you go through stage 1: Meeting. You start to talk and are so interested in each other, you get distracted and end up talking & talking. You get each other’s numbers, emails, etc as you realize you really hit it off.

You enter stage 2: The Chase. Some say it’s the best part. All you wanna do is get to know each other better, hang out with her, they were the only person you wanted to talk to. You made them the number 1 priority. Every time you saw them, butterflies. You thought they were perfect. Then finally, when you were ready: ” Will you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?”

And with this, you enter a relationship and stage 3: The Honeymoon. This is when you can finally and fully express your feelings for each other. ” Dream come true.” They were finally yours. Bajillion pictures with each others. You knew every detail about them.

Then, stage 4: Comfortable. It’s not bad, it just means you can be yourself around them. Some people use it positively and work at their relationship. Others allow it to create distance. You take each other for granted. Someone stops trying.

The spark fizzles out and you enter stage 5: Tolerance. You tolerate each other. Arguing is one thing, but feeling dissatisfied or feeling unhappy with the relationship is another. You try to fix things, but like other couples, it’s not enough. The relationship isn’t bad, & it isn’t good.

It wasn’t long until you enter stage 6: Downhill. The effort to make things work, isn’t worth it
anymore.

Finally, the worst stage ever: Breaking up.

Then Strangers, again.

(Source: ashuhhlyn)

Why do people cheat in relationships ?

Cheating among couples have been happening allot among my friends especially, its either the girl cheat on the guy or the guy cheats on the girl, but why ?? I would really like to know why do people cheat on each other * i don't have the guts to go ask my friends that*

well i actually think cheating occurs because

(1)When you're you don't have the guts or heart to break up with their partner to be with someone else.
Some couples tend to have a dominant one in the relationship, and these days the girls seems to be the dominant one, and guys tend to be "demure" or the quiet one in the relationship *from what i have seen* and so these guys have more of a fear in their girlfriends and lesser love for them, and so as this goes on, the guys tend to "wonder off" to get that love and affection that their not getting and when they finally find the ONE, they would be too afraid to break up with the girlfriend to be with the ONE thy love.

(2) Bored
Some people who are in a relationship for a long period of time may find themselves feeling bored even of they still love and have feelings for each other. As I know, its only the beginning part of the relationship that would be the fun part but once you move on to being in a serious relationship you get bored and that's when they start to find new exciting people to be with without the other significant one knowing, BUT they don't let the significant one go.

(3) Lack of Attention
Some people tend to give more priority and attention to other people than their partners, and they are never there when they need someone. So once they are tired of waiting for that much needed attention these people tend to lean to whoever that's willing to give them the attention while keeping the other partner in the dark.

I could only come up with these reasons which I could come up with, I know there is more reasons out there that i cant figure but i will :)

Lavish Spending

I was speaking to an old friend of mine a few days ago, when the the topic about lavish spending. My friend whose to be a simple and never worried about spending money on clothes or cosmetics was now the total opposite. There she was sitting in Starbucks, with her hush puppy dress and prada handbag, and there i was passing by the place she sat with my tshirt,shorts and sandals which summed up to be only 30 bucks.

So then she waved at me and i went over to her, and we started talking instantly about our old days for an hour or so. One thing let to another she started talking about how she started dressing up after entering college. She started spending tons of money on branded stuff and started naming me places that she would shop and then asked me to join her one day, and all i could do was smile and say "haha that's not gonna happen, cause those places are not for me" and she laughed at me and said "why ? you are wearing clothes that looks expensive too, so why not come shop with me ?" and i said back "babe i shop at times square and that's it, i don't waste money on clothes especially from romp or hush puppies or anything that's from pavilion and mid valley or klcc, I get my clothes from places that are cheap, and sometimes even the bazaar or morning market that's it" and the look on her face was one in a million. She told me that she don't wear cheap stuff cause people may laugh at her and she said she thought i was wearing the tshirt from Body Glove and when i told her i was actualy wearing a tshirt that was bought from a thailand fair and told her the price for my clothings that i was wearing and she got stunned and told me that's how much her shoes cost, and so that's when i told her to get herself to times square and you would die thinking about the money you spent in all those posh clothing stores when you could spend them at times square for a waayyy cheaper price and the quality is good too. And we talked and talked stuff that's not important to write here :)

Anyways, i know some of you that dont know me may think that im a cheapskate or some sort, but hey im not willing to spent 15 bucks on shorts or 30 bucks for a blouse, cause that the way i am and its just too painfull to see my money going to waste for that. I choose to be this way, even with expensive clothes no one's gonna pay you for that in the future its whta you avheive and that the way i wanna be.

I passed

I guess i got what i wanted this time. Although people would think I'm get over excited over an exam score, but i know how hard was it to get myself to pass that freaking paper. Thank god i passed and now I'm relived.

I wonder the same thing too...

LOSER !!!!

I have no idea what to do with my life....everything sucks big time.... I'm a full time failure now... I can cry my huge butt out and nothings gonna change. Whoever who came up with the quote "success is 99 percent failure" is an idiot ! .... arggghhhhhhh !!!!

Ignorant Pigs

I find this super true :(

People can be so ignorant to my feelings, and just saying what they feel and then forgetting it the next day or even unconsciously or hinting to me things that they think I'm too stupid to realise until i confront them... I find this so sad that i actually cry every time i think of something that was promised to me but never happened. I have put in tons of effort but nothing is done from the other side. So should i still continue to do something that no one is going to appreciate or even acknowledge it ?? I haven't cried this much in so long, I'm glad that i let everything out today, all i needed was to be alone where no one could hear me.

Why is it that i be so nice to people and they treat me like crap in return ??? and yet i feel super bad and still make an effort to help them and be nice to them after that... When will i learn ???

Green monster inside me...

I'm happy that everyone else is happy, but there is still jealousy deep down in me ? I don't know what to think about this feelings. I know I'm just jealous cause i cant get what i want like others do, even if it was my birthday or anything, and maybe that's why I'm upset or maybe just jealous of my friends getting stuff that i wanted and me not getting later or at all. It is kinda frustrating when i think of it.

I feel stupid feeling jealous or upset or small things but some how even if know that what i feel towards people close to me is not right but i still do it anyways, all i do is keep on having this jealousy feeling deep down and i start to kinda like get annoyed with that person. Sometimes i think I'm just being bitchy but when i actually told my friend this, she actually said that she has it too. That made me feel better a lil bit.

All i know is this feelings and thoughts will know go away very soon, but hey i can try and control it...i think...

Long week !

Been a busy week for me, finished my finals crappy-ly on Tuesday and Wednesday. Then went on a shopping spree with sharon to hunt for a dress for my bestie's Jeya's 21st Birthday. Fist we thought of getting her like a stuff toy cause she liked it but then i thought she has tons of stuff toys and plushies so lets just get her a dress and than find a picture if me, jeya & Sharon together frame it and give it to her on her party day. After taking the wrong bus to times square and getting stranded, we spent almost 3 hours looking for a gift and finally we found a perfect black dress, it was lacy on the top and a plain black from the hips. Than got my mom a pretty blouse and finally headed home.

Than i went to work on Saturday morning, which was exhausting. Than on Sunday around 12 me and Sharon went on our way to Jeya's house, she fetched us from the bus stop, took us home, helped her with a lil cleaning her and there, than followed her to go get her cake and some other things went home listened to her whine about how hideous her cake was and also laughed the whole way back home insulting her cake too. Than got dressed and so we ate took tons of pictures and ate and than at 2 am I finally went to sleep like a pig.

A story of a BI**H

I have this friend, she is or maybe was close to me but she has turned into an annoying bitch. I hate her and her bloody slutty attitude which apparently has begun to shine more than she already was.

I have never felt like slapping anyone like i do when I'm with her. She thinks she's good cause she knows she gets whatever she wants but yet this bitch still whines like she doesn't. Why ?? Cause she's an idiot.

I hope someone would tell her off one day, i wish i could do it but i cant, so i hope she gets all the bad things as much i do, than she would know how it feels to be in my shoe and hopefully stop her bloody whinings. I know you get alooottt of attention but how long is that gonna last ? You can show off now cause you have the support of people, but what would happen if you finally dont ? and that's when you would see what i have been telling you.

Owh, if your so pretty then please do stop throwing yourself at men who treats you like a dog. You really don't have to follow that like a dog too, you willfind someone, so stop acting desperate and move on.

Again ...

You have to do keep on doing this to me right ? Is it to annoy me or just to show that i have nothing compared to others ? I hate you for this...try having a lil' sympathy once in awhile ? Please ?

Dear....

I was reading today's newspaper and i came across this column where people are able to send in a real-life story to the paper and that story would be featured in a column in the newspaper. It was about a girl who thought she was lucky with everything in her life until she got married, divorced and became a single mother and then she asked got why was she being treated this way and soon she wrote that she went on to pursue her dreams with all the support from her parents and is living a happy life now.

I was thinking to myself, how come god still hasn't showed me my way ? I mean so far there's more bad things that's been happening rather than good in my life ? don't i deserve it too ? she grew up in a good family, I'm not saying mine is bad but my mom and i still annoy each others life, and both of them still treats me unfair compared to my two brothers, she had a very good education process till her masters, and i have been struggling through my diploma and now degree, i did not get married or sleep with anyone to get myself pregnant but she did and yet God gave her, her life back which led to a very good life even if she was whining about how she lose friend and relatives who looked down on her but still she ended up getting what she wanted. I work my ass off for whatever i want, and when I'm happy with something, someone decided to take it away from me and make a bad out of the good ? so is this fair ??

I'm not saying i don't get i want, i do but not always. and whatever i got i had to work hard for it , unlike some people. And its soo frustrating ! I was never a spoilt brat who made my parents get me what i wanted cause i knew it was not a nice thing to do so i always worked for it, so is it so hard for me to get something easily ??

Once in awhile i would like to live my life the way i want to, not forced to live the way i was suppose to ! I soooo wish i knew an astrologer who could see my future, at least i can prepare myself for the worst now it self...hmpfhhh..

Hindi Movie Review

Jhootha Hi Sahi is a hindi language romantic comedy film. Its so hilarious and not to mentioned cute. If you guys are into cute or maybe hot guys who makes sarcastic funny jokes, well you all should watch this ! I guarantee you would love it :)

This story is basically about Siddharth played by John Abraham works in a bookstore in London with his friend Omar. He has a girlfriend Krutika whom he thinks he loves but she isn't very nice person anyway. So one day a women (Mishka) calls him and says she wants to kill herself * why she called him, well you need to watch it to know* They become phone friends eventually and than one day Mishka visits his bookstore by accident, he knew who she is but she doesn't, and the story goes on to Sid & Mishka falling for each other until...... you can watch the rest yourself ! I missed out some nail bitting parts so you need to watch the movie and i don't wanna spoil it for you.

I watched this movie more than 5 times already and I'm still not bored of it yet. Jokes are awesome and the guys are awesome and the songs are not bad too :) Hope you guys think the same too !

Copy right pictures : Lakes Paradise

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Days are going super fast now right ? hmmm, wish it would go slower some times. My days are still as much as it was the last time, the usual classes and assignments. And its getting closer to my finals for this semester. Haven't been studying much though.

Kinda worried about my quantitative methods too. Every time i look at all the QM studying materials i cant help but feel disappointed. i mean i had so much hope that i would pass and get you know maybe a C for the paper but instead i failed, and its so frustrating after all the hard work i have put in. Right now i have no idea what to think for that subject, half of me just gave up and the other half is trying to get through. Tomorrow is the id term for QM, so I'm just gonna go in and get the test paper so i could come home and do a little practice on it. I have been looking at the same studying materials for the past 2 semester and i really hope, that i don't have to see it anymore next semester.. i really hope i don't :(

Life as We Know It

Haven't been updating my blog much,.why cause there isn't much going on now, most of my plans have canceled, which wan the sunway trip, the all girls clubbing outing, an all girls night out vacation in Bali, Indonesia and of course universal studios :( none of this happened cause every time we planned something important had to come up, so annoying... well next is my friends surprise 21st birthday party, so happening that would turn out good.

Been very annoyed allot lately, actually ever since i got my exam results. i mean i know i did not deserve what i got with all the studying and waking up earlier than everyone else to get my ass to class in the morning, i mean common ! i tried hard didn't i ? damn than with all those planning that never happened. Than the love life isn't doing well either so go figure ! why am i so annoying.

I just wanna get this semester over with and pass everything or I'm gonna get left behind, and that's stressing me out like crazy :( more like depressing..than i just weighed myself and i put on 2 Kg's, I cut my rice intake and i only ate once a day and drank to much liquid instead, so i don't effing know how water, coffee, tea and milo could make me weigh two Kg's extra...stupid all the effort i did to lose the weight and now i got it back ! humbug !! I'm not gonna bother anymore, i tried and it did not work so I'm eating what i want back again, to hell with losing weight ! hah !

Suicide

Have anyone of you thought about committing suicide, maybe constantly or randomly feel that way when something bad is happening ??

well i have, I'm not gonna lie, i think ever since i was a kid i would think about suicide cause most of the time it would be cause of me not having friends or my parents being unfair with their punishments and rewards system towards me and my brothers, and most of the they time the suicide feeling comes when it comes to my exam results, i fail more than i passed in secondary 4 & 5. I know all all these excuses seems stupid to even think of suicide..but i still do it now anyways. But all i know is i can never have the guts to kill myself, cause one my pain threshold is really low, so yeah I'm nt stabbing myself or jumping off a building , second i think funerals are really expensive these days so I'm not gonna burden my parents and not to mention humiliating them cause as usual Malaysian blames parents for the child's attitudes and decisions.

I feel suicide is a very easy way out but is it really a good decision ?? i know maybe some of us may think that it maybe the only way out of all the bad things that's happening, but do ever find other ways to not turn to that choice ?? and do people think about how much are they gonna affect the people they love or people who loves them if they committed suicide ??

Anyways its not like I'm gonna get answers to that, but I'm just so very curios to find out :) p/s this is not my suicide note

The Saddest Song In The World

The Saddest Song In The World by Meiko ....I heard this song just now cause it was all over Facebook, so i decided to hear to see what was so nice about this song & omg her voice is so soothing & the lyrics the song is just so awesome, but you need to hear it closely to hear what she's singing or you could just read the lyrics to the song below :)

The Saddest Song In The World

I wake up
And your gone
The tvs still on
And I sit
And I watch
Another rerun
She is left all alone
Her lover's out to sea
And I cant help her feel that she is just like me

And I gave all I could but it wasn't good enough
and you said that you'd be here before I woke up
now your'e gone

I don't know why
My heart still beats
And I can't feel
Anything

Cuz I gave all I could but it wasn't good enough
And you said that you'd be here before I woke up
Now your'e gone
Away
Now your'e gone
Away

Why don't you take me with you
come and take me
with you
come and take me
with you
come and take me
With you

Cuz I gave all I could but it wasn't good enough
And you said that you'd be here before I woke up
Now your'e gone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh ohhh oh ohoh oh oh oh oh oh ohhhhhh .

I cant belive it happened again after all the studying :( WHY !!!!!
Its unfair, i have to go through all the nonsense again now...

Food again !

Yesterday, me n Sharon got ourselves to Masjid Jamek's market, its right beside the LRT station by the way. Anyways after Sharon's appointment with her dermatologist me and her walked to the market to see what we could shop for. this whole area is is huge they have all sorts of clothes, perfumes and bags but not the original ones though, but the clothes there is awesome, all the latest styles you can get it there, but it isn't cheap though, but bargaining is allowed :) got myself a travelling bag cause I kinda needed one for 10 bucks only.

Than off to hunt for food, but since it was Masjid Jamek so our usual food would be at our favorite Indian restaurant, oh wait !! i don't know the restaurant's name..crap ! ermm well, i know its oppsite Sangita's restaurant. Cant believe i don't know the name *slaps forehead*

So this shop has awesome food by the way, and their best dish would be Idli Goreng/ Fried Idli, yup, you read it right, its Idli and its fried. * Google whats Idli if you don't know what is it*. Idli goreng is fried in awesome gravy with onions and other Indian spices. Its one food that can be eaten and you will be craving for it constantly. Its all halal everyone can eat it and its not that spicy to, its just nice.

Started my 1st day of my semester, which wasn't a very good start anyway. When i was on my way to college i was visited by my monthly best friend at the train station then when to class the lecturer decided to dump the assignment load on us and telling how "easy" our assignment would be *my ass* and than there was 2 tutorial sign up's 2day which i only got one class which i wanted while another wan was a screwed up timing 3pm-6pm on Thursday so i have x classes on that day bt i have to travel for two hours for that stupid tutorial and than i had run like for my life to catch the public bus or else I'd have to wait for another 30 minutes but i manage to get the bus though

I already hate this semester and the timetable..stupid people... :( :( :(

Hopital Visit...

I cant believe i ended up at the hospital last Tuesday (10.05.11). HOW ??

Well i had been having a very bad ache below my right tummy area and my right side of my lower back for a whole day and than the next day i still had it plus a severe diarrhea, and the ache was not really getting better, my parents wanted to take me to the hospital but thinking i may have appendix but i told them its OK, we'll just go in the morning cause it was already 7 pm then. around 9.30pm the pain was huge so i told my mom and we went to the hospital with her( dad was already there cz of his friend being admitted there*. anyways as usual Malaysia's public hospitals are so slow, so i had to wait like half an hour with the pain for my turn, when i finally got into the doctor's room, the doctor checked my lower part of my body by stabbing my stomach and he decided that it maybe appendix so he told my parents that i need to stay at the hospital for a few hours for observation and to wait for my blood and urine report to come. and so they stuck a needle in wrist and put me on drips* this was my first time*, it didn't hurt like i though it would, the made me sit on a wheelchair even if didn't want to, so much for listening to the patient. they got me a bed after 25 minutes of waiting.

I was about 12.30 am by the time i was settled on the bed, i told my parents to home, which they did finally at 1am. My dad later came back after dropping my mom, got some of my stuff and he came back with my brother to keep me accompany, thank god for that i was so bored when they left me for that half an hour and plus there was no network at all in the hospital so i couldn't go online either. than a doctor came and checked me where he started stabbing my stomach again, and at that time my tummy and back was fine but below my tummy area/ pelvic area was hurting more, so he started pressing there and i yelped and he decided i had enough pain and let me go to check my reports. he came back saying that i had no infection in my blood or urine so he ruled out appendix as i was also very healthy but for the pain only. So he did an ultrasound ! ha ha it was so cool to look at the inside of my stomach, he did not find anything though so he said he cant say anything and went off.was nice, and started interviewing me and when she was done she went on to press my pelvic area and discovered a small lump there, and she left me awhile and went to get the specialist where he came to press my pelvic area and than said that i had something call Lymph-Nod.

Than his colleague came, she was nice, and started interviewing me and when she was done she went on to press my pelvic area and discovered a small lump there, and she left me awhile and went to get the specialist where he came to press my pelvic area and than said that i had something call Lymph-Nod, and than gave me a referral letter to the surgical department to get further checking done, and told me i could go home. i reached home around 3 am and slept like a pig.

the next day, my mom took me to the hospital, and omg it was the slowest process ever. it took me 3 hours to just see the freaking specialist and that was cause there was a doctor who saw me waiting there so long in pain that he told his colleague to check me first. After the checking, she told me to come back in 2 weeks if the lump doesn't go off so that the could get a sample of it and check what the lump really is. so she prescribed me antibiotics and pain killer and i could finally go home.

So i really pray it goes down cause i for once would never ever want to go through this again, its so painful that i actually cried allot. so god please help GET THROUGH WITH THIS AND END IT FOREVER.

Happy mothers day

Its mothers day today for the year 2011, and I'm back at my hometown this year to celebrate it with me mother and grandmother. Took both of them to pizza hut and a little shopping with my mom and bro later.

As i was saying we went to pizza hut since we haven't went there in along time. and they were having this promotion for mother's day which apparently they had it last year but i dint realise as usual where they had pizza's in heart shapes, i thought it was super cute, but it wasn't that nice, cause i think they put mayonnaise under the cheese topping, and i was never a fan of mayonnaise but i still ate it though. But even so I think i cheered up my grandmother today with my goofy actions, its so nice to see her laugh and have fun


So happy mother's day to my mom even if your annoying i still love you and also my grandmother who took care of me allot when i was a kid and bought me so much stuff when i never asked for it <3 and than aunt Bindhi my God mother who has been taking care of me like her own child for the past 3 years, it means allot to me for your kindness. And finally to all the mothers out there :)

Oil nightmare

Today, as usual every evening i try some new Indian recipes, so today i decided to to vadhai, its a made from lentil and looks like a small doughnut, and do finish them up i need to like deep fry them in oil. after frying them i was happy cause it turned out so good and than i decided to clean up the stove area, and as i lifted the pot of oil to let it cool off on the other side of the stove it slipped and fell on the floor, and i don't know how i managed to jump away from the stove until now.

The pot actually bounced twice and i was actually hopping out off the way as it was bouncing while trying to avoid the splashes of oil, so not a drop of hot oil landed on me but instead all over the kitchen floor.

My mom ran for her life to see what happen cause she thought i actually drooped the pot of oil on myself, cz i was screaming like crazy. i got some shouting for being clumsy and she couldn't stop saying that i could have burned myself, i was kinda distraught so i kept quiet and went on to clean the oil spill, and i couldn't help thinking to myself that i could have burned myself so bad or even died but i didn't, i thankful to god that he has saved me and also o my fast reflex and fast responding thinking. i don't think i wanna hold anymore hot oil pots for now :(

Movie Review : Estet

The movie i accidentally stumbled upon while browsing through ASTRO was called Estet. its a Malaysian film with all the races in it. Kinda of a shocker that they actually came up with this cause there isn't much of mixed raced people in a movie in Malaysia.

Anyways this movies was taken in a rubber plantation estet where the story basically is about the young men in the estet of Cinta Manis where they would have to go through a football match against the Black Cobra Eset because the villain of the movie which is Pooniah decided that if they Cinta Manis estet football team loses, the coach would have to give his daughter, Geetha(Jasmine Michael) * because she is very pretty and i think the prettiest girl in that estet.
to pay up his RM30,000 debt that he owns Ponniah. Other than that, some of the team members which comprises of a Micheal Jackson wannabe, a jakie chan wannabe, a transgender, a severely cross eyed black man in the team (Cinta Manis that is) whereas the opposition team included a scrawny man who was the leader and a few bih sized guys which were obliviously the bad people too. so, in order for estet cinta manis to lose Ponniah creates conflicts for that team and also paying the opposition team to make sure they beat cinta manis estet team. but in the end everything turns out well for cinta manis who would win everything they were fighting for. You will also be awed when the movie characters break into a singing and dancing scene. The love between Farid & Geetha was cute especially when he tries to woe her. I would also agree on why they picked the actress who played Geetha because she is so pretty and acted kinda good too :)

Now for the Pro's and Con's for this movie.

PRO'S
1. It was good to see a multiracial love affair in this movie
2. a great concept of bringing all the characters of different races in one movie, it proves that they still believe in racial harmony.
3. Malaysian big time actors like, Rosyam Nor,Shoffi Jikan, Dato’ David Arumugam and Farid Kamil actually considered acting this movie.
4. Farid Kamil actually speaks Tamil where he would recite a poem for his girlfriend
5. The dialogues were hilarious that's i can promise you.
6. Rosyam Nor's acting was I think the funniest role that he has ever played, kudos to that.

CON'S
1. The special effects done were very oblivious. it looked unreal when the men were dribbling the ball and bouncing it on their head.
2. The Indian people spoke very funny bahasa melayu, although fluent but the slang was very fake-ish, i don't know whether they really spoke like that but i found it fake.
3. Cinta Manis team manage to score up to 17 points in a very short time.
4. Some characters does unusual actions, that normal people wouldn't do. and most of them looked very awkward when talking.
5. encourages suicide when they think there is no way out of a problem.
6. The voices , music and words in the songs were quite awful.

If you guys wanna check out the trailer, here is the link :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDcont-Ly7g&feature=player_embedded

FOOD FOR THE DAY

Since I'm back at my hometown, that is the one and only Alor Star, Kedah, an awesome place to live in for the food especially. Well, Alor Star has like so many awesome food, like when u want chicken rice here, you automatically know where to go, you want ice kacang you know where to go and so many other types of food where there would specifically be a restaurant or stalls that sells them and those are the bestest.

So for today, me and my mom headed to Lai Huat Mee Kari for breakfast, Lai Huat makes the best curry mee ever, until today i haven't tasted this type of awesome curry mee anywhere yet. he has been doing this business for so many years, i guess ever since i was a kid, my mom used to take me there allot, and until today I'm still in love with his curry mee. This shop not only attracts Chinese customers but also Indians and Malays(Muslims) yeah ! you heard me right a Chinese shop with Malay customers, well its fully halal there is no pork served there whatsoever, and he hires Malay workers to. cool right !

As for the curry me it costs RM 4.00 for the small bowl and RM6.00 for the large. Its so worth every cent cause it has all sorts of ingredients in it ! don't believe me look at the picture below and devour it ;D

Look at that, they have like tons of kerang, lotsa chicken pieces , taofu, half an egg and the Meehoon Mee is filled up to the top with the crunchy bean sprouts in a delicious mouthwatering authentic curry. Doesn't it look good ??

Idiots...

People change and that's it its gonna stick that way until they change again. I know i have spoken about this before but I'm still piss at people around me being annoying jackasses. you wanna change fine, do it for the better not become a bigger arse den u already are.

Another part is where the person i hoped would never become who he is now changed, and is changing. There is obliviously no more care about what i feel, and I'm suppose to give in ?? i just don't get why would they become like that. If the relationship is getting to you then end the effing relationship ! why drag it on hurt me more and waste every one's time. I'm not even a little important to him anymore all he needs is to satisfy his father and that's all h needs so why the hell does he need a girlfriend ??? every time i end it he starts it back and gives all the false hopes and than start acting like an arse ? why ? cause he's stressed up with work. to hell with you..I'm doing things my way now, lets see how long are you gonna act like an arse ;) hah Im willing to give you time to change and im giving it to you also so lets see ehat happens, the future of us is in your hands, you decide buddy or its over :)

Anyways i stumbled upon this video clip about two couples relationship and how it came to an end, and i think its like a 100% right. You guys should watch it if you haven't and your gonna agree with it to.... this is the link,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=relmfu

so knock yourselves out :)

Im home !

I'm now back home from K hell, been waiting to get out out there to come back to the comfort of my own home where my family is :) i got home yesterday around 7pm by bus on my own :D this was the first time ever i was taking a bus back home alone ! if i was going home alone i would usually take the train, but this time i decided to get out of my comfort zone and take a bus instead.

Well, it wasn't easy for me taking the bus alone...i had to get myself to the brand new Puduraya Station on my own, my fwen drooped me off the STAR LRT, where i actually took to the pudu station which was the wrong station apparently i was suppose to disembark at Plaza Rakyat so i took the train back to the mentioned station and got myself to the bust station in one piece with my ever so heavy hand bag and my backpack. Then i had to scratch my head to find for the ticket counter which took me 15 minutes ! but hey the station was actually pretty awesome, it kinda look like the airport waiting area. anyways after getting my ticket i had to take a bus to the DUTA Terminal which was provided by the bus company i got the tickets from, and when i got to Duta had to wait for my bus which actually arrived precisely at 12.30 pm as planned. it was a double decker bus by the way, and i got the above part of the bus, and the seat which i was given was only for me, i had no one beside me the whole way so i made myself comfy and slept off like a pig :D But the seats were small though if i were to share it with someone else so thank god for that empthy seat !

I reached at 7pm where i saw my Daddy waiting for me, so i walked okay i ran to him, gave him a big hug, then he took my bag and we walked to our car than he stopped by at a vegan restaurant and got me dinner and we all when home :)

Loving Life for now :) :) :)